Different Not Different

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I’m different not different.
Not different because I still love you
In every way possible there is to love you.
Not different because I still tell you every day.
Not different because I want to see you.
Not different because I want it to be soon and I want to know when…
Not different because I still dream of your touch.
Not different because the thought of it drives me wild.
But different because there is no real reply.
Dreams are all I have but not all that I want.
Different because I have to be brave in the face of your silence;
Different because I want you to come back to me;
Different because I tell you what I want and where I want it because there’s so little time;
Different because this is not really me,
I’m not really brave or selfless or assertive
But I love you and this is what you want

So I’m different not different.

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